There are the good times, and there are the bad.

Sometimes i wonder whether the good times are good enough to make up for the bad.

Not that there are many bad.

Maybe it's just a bad time, what with the deluge of essays and readings and an overwhelming feeling of having dug a hole too deep for myself to crawl out of.

But i don't know whether my feelings of disappointment and frustration are unwarranted.

It's just nice to know that there's someone who'll be there for you specially during these times, when you need support. Where you don't have to hint or come right out to say "I NEED YOUR SUPPORT", and the person will instinctively know what to do. Where the person practices alot of patience when dealing with you, when trying to make you laugh. And if rebuffed, still perseveres till he finally succeeds in making you laugh genuinely instead of lapsing into a state of frustration where all he can muster is "I'm just insentive" and "I don't know what to say to you. Everything I say doesn't seem help." Where suddenly, the tables are turned, and the person who is in need of comforting ends up being the one doing the comforting.

I don't know. Are there guys who are sensitive to your feelings, are able to instinctively be there for you when you need them, and are able to put aside their own frustrations and ego for that one genuine smile from you when all the muscles in your face are intent on knitting together in a scowl?

If you know anyone like that? Let me know.

'Cos then i'll know i've died and gone to heaven.

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