Apparently i saved the last blog as a draft -.-" Oh well.

Who would've thought things would've come to this.

Things have worked out WAY beyond my wildest expectations.

I'm happy.

But did i mention i'm commitment phobic? Bordering Julia Roberts' in Runaway Bride.

I get little panic attacks when i think abt where this is going.

But i'm trying my best to quell that. Together with all the emotional baggage i'm so inclined to bring over from the whole saga with Ryan.

Everything requires a conscious effort from me now.

But he makes everything better.

I'm happy. Maybe i'm finally finding my bliss.

*grin*

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