I dreamt that my relationship with the boyfriend was ambivalent. He was interested in another girl, and she happened to be my friend. The feeling i was so accustomed to and associate with the whole situation with Ryan just came flooding back.

I HATE that feeling of ambivalence. Now i'm not in such a great mood cos of the reminiscent feeling of the bad dream.

BUT on the other hand, i dreamt that i could look at pictures of dive sites, and suddenly be immersed in THAT divesite. I dreamt i saw a bigass mandarin fish and a baby octopus up close!

Sigh. Mixed feelings. Feeling as ambivalent as my dream was.

Wonder if being single is such a bad idea.

Work now.

Over and out.

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